Tuesday, January 8, 2013

sick

sick of feeling angry but im willing to bear it because you can't push anger away. it comes back to surprise you.

sick of hearing your apologies because they don't mean anything. i've heard them before, but nothing ever changed. ever.

sick of complaining to my friends. they don't deserve it.

sick of hoping that you've changed.

sick of being miserable at the thought of the people you talk to.

sick of being that insecure jealous manic bitch.

sick of giving you chance after chance after chance. it doesn't work when you dont even realize what you do wrong.

sick of believing that we could have a shot sometime in the future.

i dont want a shot now.

keep whatever image of me you want in your head. im not coming back.

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